A Beautiful Thing Is Never Perfect

Or maybe we are the only ones in this entire universe, and thats what makes us so special and beautiful to God. I know it dosent make sense why we would be the only ones in alll of this space.. But maybe the vastness of the universe is just another way of him showing us that we dont and cant know everything. But yet we allow our selves to thoroughly believe that we do know there are others out there. But thats something we may never know.. Until the time comes where he will answer everything. In the end, nobody is wrong because nobody knows whats right. But we do know that us people as a whole have way more purpose than just another lifeform in the universe.

Today was just a series of strange events, but i’ll skip it all, and start with an hour ago. 

If you haven’t already looked outside and noticed how beautiful the moon looks tonight, you probably should. I’ve been out there for about an hour now and just to think…..humans have been on that. Who the heck figured out how to build a device to get us up there ? how did we even know what direction to head or where in the sky it would be ?? Then I looked around and seen trees, and people, and thought how self sustainable this planet is. GOD, yeah I said it, GOD truly created something beautiful when he created earth. Everything is in sync with everything else. think about it for a second. How many other galaxies and planets and worlds are out there. Who else is out there? how selfish and simple minded is it for us to think that we’re alone ?? Do they know that we exist ? are there other humans out there ? I know this is all a lot to think about at once, but….for once just think about it. And while i’m sitting out there admiring all of this…I see a falling star. How convenient, I know it happened for a reason, it all has purpose….everything that exists has a purpose, nothing happens for no reason. To some this might be pretty obvious stuff, to others you may not have ever thought about it…but tonight, minus everything else, In the middle of all the chaos in my life…..without any sure answers…this all made sense. Perhaps that’s just it, maybe we’re not meant to know all the answers to all our questions, maybe some things are purposely left unanswered to keep our brains working and wondering …..I guess god figured life would be pretty boring if we knew it all. 

When we were younger were told not to use words such as “sad” or “mad” ….and to be more colorful with our language when describing how we feel……but that’s just it, right now ….I’m just sad. It’s that simple.